As the heart moves on..

figured i needed a catching headline some time soon :P
haha.
so yeah i havent been blogging much.its hard finding time these days.
they just pass by so so fast. well here i am again.
weakened from life and tired as usual. I guess i dont have much strength but i never care at the end of the day. Cause another day is just coming ahead. New day New start.
ok merepek bla bla bla bla..bla bla bla..
im kinda lost in words now.
so oh well now its getting colder since winter's coming.
yes,in Saudi Arabia,where theres sand and sand and sand.we do have winter and it gets REALLY cold here.
so people are getting sick coz maybe they're not used to it.but so far im good still.
nothing much going on now but i just realized that i had sum lessons in life learned especially this week.

'THERE'S NO POINT OR USE IN FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU KNOW IS NOT GONNA BE WORTH IT AT THE END OF THE DAY.'

yes people that has always been my lesson of life and yet i never learn.
i hurt and never learn.but hey its life.nothing's perfect in life.
but nyways im getting the point now. this message has to stick to my mind sum time soon.
its how life is,you hurt you move on.
ive accomplished part of that but i still have a far way to go.
im starting now.and i know i am. SO PROUD :)
but yeah continuing, winter's break is cuming up soon.
last day of school is on Dec 4 and we have a month off.
yay!but i know there's gonna be soo much work to dooo.argghh.

So far there's no plans at all. Egypt? cancelled.. Malaysia? cancelled.. Qatar? cancelled.
so basically there's no plans for anything!hope i can just have sleepovers with my friends and have fun.hope they're not gong anywhere tho.
Winterball is also coming up but i havent discussed it with mama and daddy yet.shit.i have to talk to them bout "it". hope it goes well.

oh yeah i almost forgot!
to all my friends back in malaysia,yg amek spm tuuu;
GOODLUCK!!!! i wish all the best for all of u guyss..
YOU can DO IT!!!one more fugging step and you're FREEEE!!! :D
ok not for forever but u know what i mean.
im soo jealous!they're almost finihsed and i have 2 mre years stuck here.
hahaha.

oh well.people take different courses in life right?

hmm got nothing more to say now.will update soon.
mwahx!